The best thing in the world,
For every boy and girl.
It makes you feel giddy;
It makes you feel pity.
This thing is able to make you free,
Pushing the point of insanity.
Rising to clouds in the air
Or falling far into dispair
It's indescribable
And irresistable.
It can make you fly;
It can make you die.
What is this thing you ask?
What's capable of such tasks?
As beautiful as a dove.
Yet ugly, it is love.
Here's to what we used to have
and guarding doors at the lav.
Here's to dinner after midnight
and to how we would rarely fight.
Here's to the games we used to play
and to the sorrows we drank away.
Here's to all the smoking we would do
and to how we used to stick like glue.
Here's to all the movies watched
and to all the plans we botched.
Here's to secrets that we shared
and to how no one else cared.
Here's to the hours of watching cable TV
and to the talk of our non-virginity.
Here's to all our inside jokes
and to all the playful pokes.
Here's to merely two hours of sleep
right before the working week.
Her
You look into his eyes. His cold, dead eyes. They've already lost their reflectivity. They don't even reflect the alternating red-then-white-then-red flashes of light from the top of the ambulance. You pause for a moment to wonder what he could have been thinking, what the last thought to pass through what's left of his head was. You crouch down, place your latex-gloved index finger on his left eyelid, your thumb on his right, and gently pull them closed, blinding him forever from the world that pushed him over the edge. Literally- and metaphorically-speaking. You leave a smudge of talcum on each lid. You curse under your breath. You scribble
Seven guns fire three times apiece
In honor of a fallen member of the World's Police.
Unfortunately, it's little consolation
To the parents who now survive their son.
The ultimate price, these men have paid
And now, to rest, these men are laid
Isn't a folded flag a fair trade?
A symbol so their memory won't fade.
But to the madman who's made this his 'Crusade,'
Ruler of a nation whose trust he betrayed,
A soldier's life is a small price to have paid
For control of the largest source of crude, premium grade.
And, yet, he's never been in a war zone,
Never clutched his gun to keep from feeling alone,
Distant gunfire never became hi
Going to make something of myself
Something of some worth
I'll put pieces of myself together
And then I'll give birth.
Push until it bleeds,
And cry tears of red
Until the pain recedes
And all my tears have been shed.
I'll take the pain now
For the joy that comes later
I'll be a father, a mother
An origin, a Creator.
There I sit, upon my throne
Tired and elated,
Victorious and exhausted,
Proud of what I created.
But, with no second thought,
And my mind made up in a rush,
I'll destroy my worthy creation
With one worthy flush.
It's in this moment,
From the throne upon which I sit
When I make the realization
That life is s
I was never supposed to be loved
I was led astray.
I let hope sucker me in
and now I know pain.
Never open up
or trust in anyone,
nobody will ever love me-
things I should've learned young.
Forever trying to change
and making the same mistake,
of letting someone in
so my trust they can take.
Betrayal helps it find me
it's never been on my side.
Depression won't let me rest
until it takes my life.
I feel it calling for me
and I'm trying to be strong.
I'll pretend I don't notice,
though it's been in me all along.
Depression chases me
and I can no longer run.
I thought I had escaped it.
I thought that I had won.
Never use
Upon your breast, I rest my weary head,
It is here that I've known no better sleep.
My vivid dreams cause tears to be shed;
It is my intense need for you why I weep.
Dream-seeds sown in the wintry cold snow
Grow into our spring-ripened milieu.
Near us lie slumbering, pink hills and endless meadow,
But, by far, the most beautiful sight to behold is you.
And so, we walk, arm in arm, heartbeat by heartbeat
Through my fantastical dream-world landscape.
Despite gorgeous scenery and technological feats,
You keep me in complete awe, a trance I can't escape.
Then, you slowly begin to fade from view,
Evaporating into thin air right in fro
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Here's some crazy ass shit!
In my summer class we had to do a group project. Nothing out of the ordinary. I got on facebook to add my group members to my friends list because they are pretty cool. Well I went to one guy's page to add him and see if we knew any of the same people. As I was looking through his wall I saw some one that looked very familiar. Although I have never met this girl I knew who she was from different pictures I have seen. I thought, no way, can't be! I looked at where he was from and it confirmed it. He's from Independence and I'm 99.99999% sure his releative is dating my friend Kody. That is freaking unbeliev
I'm taking a summer class. Originally I was taking two but it was too expensive since I can't get loans for the summer. So I dropped one then I dropped the other and picked up a different one. Recap: One class.
I am being charged $1099 for one fucking class. The bursar totally fucked up on that one! The others were dropped before the registration deadlines so I got all my money back from those, or should have anyway.
I am supposed to be paying about $700 for this summer class which includes about $122 of student fees. Honestly, there is no way they can justify that much money for "student fees".
Time for a showdown at the bursars off
If one makes decisions about another that could affect me, I'd like to know. Maybe it doesn't make sense, but it does to me. This happens with so many people I know, not just one or two like some of you who know me would think.
The person you play at the end (not going to tell you who though, it is a bit shocking) is not as tough as the guy at the end of the first one. I beat this person and was like, "Hmmm... That is is?" That was the only unimpressive part.